Bit of a crappy few days to be honest. Not had time to post. Been waaaaay too tired and busy. Ate like a pig!
Hmmm, since last post;

• failed a driving test (2nd fail!)
• one of the only people I can talk to has moved to Dubai! (I live in UK)
• I'm getting fatter and fatter!

I'm going to start taking up running again. Get the metabolism going again? Hope so.

I'm actually getting sick of my mum. Whenever she brushes by me or anything she'll say something like "urgh! skinny! You're all bones!" which I know for fact isn't true.
Another thing. I've realised its actually unacceptable to actually NOT be hungry around her! Maybe I just don't want anything to eat, because i'm not hungry, not because i'm "on this stupid diet thing" (her words).
Argh! I never thought I'd say this but I can't wait for the summer holidays to be over, so at least when I'm back at school she won't be constantly watching me!
Sorry for the rant. 

Thinspo

Taylor Momsen... 

 


Annalynne McCord...

I know I said today I would write what I've ate but it was so frickin much i can't bear to write it. Well over 800! Ewwwwww!
It's a good job tomorrow is monday and I can start a fresh.
Omg! My friend was eating today...best reverse thinspo EVER! She had this chocolate muffin and wolfed it down like she hadn't ate in a week. Urgh, and the noise. Does anyone else feel really sick when they watch someone eat or hear the noises they make. It's disgusting!
Anyhoo, tomorrow is a new day. Desperately need to make 120lbs by atleast Thursday (hopefully Wednesday).
I am also gonna be posting thinspo everyday, so if your reading this, come back soon ;)

Thinspo: Jade Mcsorley (BNTM5)

 been a while since my last entry. 
Starting tomorrow...everything I put in my mouth is going on this journal! 
Maybe I wont eat so much if I do this ;)
xx

H: 5'6
CW: 123
HW: ?
GW1: 115
GW2: 110

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Hmmm...